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Things are a bit shitty.
Let’s rewind two years back.
Europe was good.
Life was good.

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So I was just sitting there getting interviewed, when the interviewee asked me the horrid question..

"WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN A YEAR?"

I just sat there with a blank face, and just zoned outtttt.

Deep down I was thinking,

"Halfway around the world, standing on a sidewalk, with a pack on my back, and no clue in my head on what is going to happen next.."

I just told him, "Done with school, progressing with my career, etc.." 

That’s the worst question I can ever be asked. 

I never know where the hell i’m going to be.. 

I just hope it’s not here. 

Because everyone already thinks i’m a commi for supporting another country.
This one’s for you. 
DEUTSCHLAND….

Because everyone already thinks i’m a commi for supporting another country.

This one’s for you. 

DEUTSCHLAND….

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Well two have now left for home.
One was my brother.
This definitely is hard.
But I won’t get to you, unless I finish this.
I’ll do what I have to, to get back.
I’ll see you soon.

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Self confidence has always been pretty low for me.

Guess it has a lot to do with all the shit things I’ve done.

Right now I haven’t wanted to be home more than ever.

I really hope it’s worth it.

Il n’y a pas de fumée sans feu.

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Not a fan of Dallas at all..

Can’t wait to get back to the mountains and good weather.

Miss that salty life.